Have I forgotten myself?
or,
Did I forget to forgive me?
Finding my balance on this thin line
Where my fears and desires
Were lost, and for times, reorganised
The ground wasn’t the lowest from here
For so many times,
Ive reached so deep
You wouldn’t regocnize me
blaming myself for crimes
sometimes i think
I didn’t even commit
Crusades through paths
That were unknown to me
Self-punishment of Constant self-doubt
Learned to remind myself
Somehow,
of my pain
My lost and my gains,
where I stand
right now
And Where do I stand
Right now?
